Doctor Who... among other things

There is a new Doctor Who tomorrow. I know that I've already told you, but it's tomorrow, and I cannot keep my excitement in!

Isn't JarPad so adorable in that gif?

Okay, let's see, I'm listening to "This Is My Idea" from The Swan Princess on repeat because I love it so much.

I just love that movie with all of my heart. It's so cute. I think that Odette and Derek were my first ever ship.

No, scratch that.

My first ever ship was definitely Madeline and Pepito. Yeah... that was it. so. cute.

I used to think I was Madeline. That was before I thought I was Hermione, and Madeline was something actually feasible due to my tiny-ness and red hair. I still remember singing the songs that they put in the TV show and the animated movies. I also really liked the live action one they did. Still do. I actually bought it on DVD a while ago. Like, Madeline was my first ever fandom, too. Wow...

That's a little nuts. I've always been a total geek. Sweet.

Tonight, I'm going to my sisters' dance performance and I'm excited to see them perform.


I'M MADELINE! I'M MADELINE! I'M NOT SOME LITTLE TWIG! I'M MADELINE! I'M MADELINE! AND INSIDE I'M BIG!

Sorry about that. I just really love Madeline, guys.

I forgot how much I love her, and now I just want to wear a blue coat and a cute little hat with a red bow, and now I want a dog named Genevieve, and now I want a sort-of-enemy named Pepito.

SOMEONE HELP ME!

I'm feeling nostalgic, and that's not really something I do.

I usually just drown in Johnlock feels... or Destiel, but that's relatively new, so I don't really have that many feels about them yet. Right now, I know I ship it, and that's about where I am with it. And that's okay.

Now, I'm listening to the Madeline's Favorite Songs soundtrack, and I a;dskghkjhfkjdlgad.

Oh, my heart.

I want to be little again.

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WHY PROM, WHY?

So, I may or may not have changed my mind about prom again.

First of all, I'd like to thank  my mom for playing Devil's Advocate during prom season.

Though hearing "He's probably not going to ask you," is really hard, it definitely helps me stay focused on other things. Prom is not that important. It's just a dance.

Over the past couple of days, I've become that prom-obsessed teenage girl, which I really don't need. I have never been that girl who obsesses over the next dance.

I have a lot of stuff running through my mind right now, so I'm just going to ramble on for a bit.

Fair warning: this could either be very boring or very interesting. Or both. You don't have to read this if you don't want to. Enjoy.

I'm listening to Demi Lovato right now. I like some of her stuff. Mostly the older stuff. It's pretty good, and it is a lot better than trying to do this without music. I guess it's also Thursday...

"And I start to go insane every time that you look at me."

Thanks for that insight, Demi.

Anyway, Thursday.
I can't really think of anything except for the fact that there's a new Doctor Who on Saturday. I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!! hgahkjsdhflagkjafglskdhfkjdhghjdshg;hdgkjaghljkdgl;rkgh;kdjsgkjdgkrahgkfdghkjdgjralghakd

Sorry about that.

Oh, my lord, I am so done with him. Do you know that feeling? Where you are just so annoyed, and you're ready to either kiss them or kill them. Your choice, friends. At the moment, I'm leaning toward kill. I'm that annoyed, but he's so sweet.

My mom said that if he was leading me on, she was going to be pissed. I love my mom. She's the greatest person in the world. Like, really. Who doesn't love their mom?

Anyway, he's just being a Grade-A jerk. But to me that's a term of endearment.
Damn Supernatural. WHY DOES THIS EVEN HAPPEN?

I want to spew profanities on the interwebs right now.
But I'm not going to. I want to be respectable.
You can bet that they're running through my head right now. Any time that you see me do a keyboard smash.... well, you'll know. ,mxzcnm,xvvb

WHAT IS MY KA;DSHF;AHJKAL LIFE?

DAMN IT ALL!

sorry.


I'm just super-duper on edge tonight because my dogs were barking at something in my driveway that just turned out to be my neighbors riding their bikes across the street, NOT a beautiful, beautiful boy with an equally as beautiful car. unf. His car. I can't even. I just found out about it last Friday, and I about died in my own tiny car. My tiny car that I love because it gets me places. It's also technically my mom's car, and she was driving when I saw his car. Dear lord, it's a beautiful car.

Am I in love with the car and not the boy?
No. I liked him before I knew about his car. The car is just a bonus.

Okay, I think I need to just finish this post and put my mind on something else.

Yeah. Good idea.

Oh, Spring Break

Guys, guess what?
I'm on spring break!

I am so ready for this break. SO READY.

One thing would make it better, though.

If someone would stop being am assbutt and text me back. Or ask me to prom. That would be okay, too.

Sorry.

So, it's Wednesday, and I had work today, so I technically started spring break early, which is like the best thing ever, considering I didn't have to go to school, and that was nice. I am so tired, so I apologize for any strange things that may appear on this blog tonight. But it's fun, so I don't care. I actually took a nap today- not really. I slept in the car on the way home from work. Oh! And I wasn't driving, so everything is okay.

There's a new Psych tonight. I AM SO EXCITED! There's also a new Supernatural, but since I'm not all the way caught up, I can't watch it. ugh.

I just want to get caught up really badly! I'm like three seasons behind! Maybe I'll get caught up  this weekend, considering it's spring break and that's what people do on spring break.

They watch Netflix. And that is what I plan to do because I can and I'm a teenager and that's how teenagers are supposed to act.

On the other hand, I have a list of OTPs.  I know it's not Thursday, but I just have to share them with you all.

1. Johnlock

2. Destiel

3. Hinny

4. Romione

5. Neal/Sara

6. Amy/Rory

7. Ten/Rose

8. Nine/Rose

9. Eleven/River

10. Klaine

I think that's it. I can expand on them later if I need to.

Lots of Tuesday Posts...

I've just really felt the urge to blog tonight, and I don't know why.

Actually, I might.

I'm avoiding my math homework that's due tomorrow so that I can have a good grade.

I should probably be doing that.

I watched Rock of Ages today. Jukebox musicals are always the best musicals. They're just fun, and sometimes they're easy to predict.

Like, I knew that "Can't Fight This Feeling" by REO Speedwagon was going to be one of the songs. Like, I just knew, and then when it happened, I laughed and sang along.

It was really fun to sing along with the whole musical because I love classic rock, so that was just super fun.

I'm sick.... again

I wish I could stop getting sick. That's all I want.

Some of the Best Things in the World

Some of the best things in the world are the little events that happen throughout the day.

Like watching my little brother go through a history book.

He's fascinated by everything in it, and I even had a chance to teach him where all of the states are.

That makes me think of something else.

When we find something we're interested in, it clicks with us, and it stays. It's really a beautiful thing, and I'm glad that everyone I know has the opportunity to do what they love and what they're good at. It's what makes a person themselves, which I think is very important.

Okay. Rant over.

I Changed My Mind About Prom

Don't get me wrong, I still think it's stupid.

Unless there's a possibility of getting asked.

Then, it's like the best thing in the universe.

And you look like this:

Why? I don't know. It's probably just the excitement of having prom brought up more than two times in casual conversation...

Because it's totally normal to have that happen. Right?

Guys will just randomly talk about taking the first girl who brings them a pizza to prom right? To a girl whose family owns a pizza company? That's normal, right? Also, asking your opinion on day activities and using your name every time, like, "Doesn't that sound fun, [your name here]?" Or talking about how their tux fits them perfectly, then having one of their friends go, "Why don't you ask that redhead?"

OH MY DEAR LORD.

None of that is normal, is it?

NONE OF THIS IS FREAKING NORMAL!

OH, DEAR.

Sorry about that. Back to my thoughts on prom.

I don't necessarily have to like it, right? It's just a dance, but apparently, this dance is the biggest dance of them all, and high school isn't complete without going.
Prom really isn't that important. It's just a dance, and since it's boys' pref, it makes girls feel bad about themselves if they don't get asked.

Do I want to go to prom?

Hell yes, I do.

Why?
Because everyone is going to tell me that I'll turn out fine if I don't go, but how do they really know that? Someone told me that they never went to prom and they turned out fine, but she was really bitter. I could tell. My mom went to prom, so why shouldn't I?

Prom could be fun. I want to go, so I guess I'll just see what happens.

What is the Point of Prom?

I have a very serious question.

What is the purpose of Prom?

Really, though. It makes girls feel bad about themselves if they don't get asked, kind of like they aren't good enough, you know?

For instance: you have a really great guy friend and you're talking, then he brings up Prom.

Your face:

Then, you see him after a couple of days, and he doesn't say anything. This is concerning because you seemed pretty confident that he was going to ask you to prom.

Your face:

Then he's all flirty with you later, so you really don't know what's going on.

Your face:

Now you don't know what to do because Prom sucks.

DO YOU HEAR THAT, WORLD? PROM SUCKS! IT MAKES NO SENSE, OKAY?

sorry. rant over.

good night, everyone.

You Know Who You Are

Hello,

I'm making this post just for you.

You know exactly who you are.

I am aware that you found my blog and the contents of it.

However, I wouldn't really care if a certain person found this.

It is my blog, and I am entitled to post whatever I want... mostly.

I don't think any less of you.

I just think it's funny that you really want to put yourself against a small redhead.

Do you really want to go there?

I might be small, but I scare some people.

Perks of being short, I guess.

That's all.

Dog Pee on my Sleeve

So, this morning, I was in a hurry to get out of the house so I could catch my bus. So, I threw on a sweatshirt that has been hanging up in my closet for a couple weeks. It's clean and beautiful, and so I put it on over my tank top because I'm in that much of a hurry.

It looks good, and I'm pleased with it, right?

Well, the stars were not aligned for me today.

I went through the morning just fine.

Then I go to chemistry, and I'm just sitting there with my head resting on my hand, and I smell something weird.

And whatever this smell is, it's on me. So, I smell my sleeve.

YES. DOG PEE. ON MY JACKET. IT'S BEEN IN MY CLOSET FOREVER, AND THERE'S DOG PEE ON IT!

HOW DOES THAT EVEN HAPPEN? HOW IN THE HELL DOES DOG PEE GET ON A JACKET THAT'S BEEN HANGING UP?

So, I pulled my sleeve up my arm, trying to hide it. Well, that worked... kind of. My sleeve kept falling down, and I was so freaking upset. I SMELLED LIKE DOG PEE!

So, I tried to deal with it as best as I could during class, then the bell rang, and I knew I was going to be okay.

But no.

Guess who I ran into right after class?

YOU'VE PROBABLY GUESSED CORRECTLY. I SMELLED LIKE DOG PEE.

I was pissed.

He made my day a little better because he asked me about the soccer game that I went to on Saturday.

HE REMEMBERED SOMETHING THAT I TOLD HIM ABOUT! SQUEE!

Then, I was happy, 'cause we talked. And I get to see him tomorrow. 

Back To Hogwarts.

I watched A Very Potter Senior Year.

My heart.

I was a complete wreck by the time it was over. Harry Potter has been a part of my life for twelve years, and having it end again was really hard.

I know it seems weird and all, but think about any fandom you've been a part of. Any time something ends, and you're that attached, it hurts.

I cried so hard.

It was totally awesome. 

I'm sorry if none of you are Potterheads like me, but this was really the last bit of my childhood.

I know that there's Pottermore, but it isn't as touching as this is.

I really just want to thank StarKid for giving the entire fandom this. We love you all, and it's great to know that there is a group out there that appreciates the entire world that JKR gave us as much as we do.
It's been great, watching all of you 'grow up' with us as you start going off to bigger things, but you keep the StarKids in your hearts, and we know that, in essence, StarKid is your home, just like Hogwarts is for Harry, and for the rest of us.
Thank you so, so much.
It really has been totally awesome.
I can't wait to see what you do next.


THANK YOU STARKID PRODUCTIONS!

I feel so horrible that I haven't been posting lately. I really have no excuse, well, I've been sick, but I don't think that counts.

So, I've been pretty good lately, I guess. Brockley may or may not have a small- very small- cannon. And when I say small, I mean it. He told me he was going to start watching Doctor Who, and I got all excited about that. yay! and other things are happening, but they're not important.

Ooh, I finally watched the Ninth Doctor's episodes. I love Christopher Eccleston, and I just don't understand why they only gave him one season. He's so- pardon the use of his catchphrase- fantastic.

Now, I'm on to the Tennant Years, and I ship 10/Rose so hard. Like, 9/Rose was suuuper cute, but there's something about 10 and Rose that is just... right.

I really like David Tennant. He may just become my favorite, even though I started with Matt Smith. Ah, 11, you cutie pie. But he's getting darker, and I'm afraid that the last regeneration will happen soon. :( I don't want the last regeneration to happen. It's not fair.
That's all today. Love you all!

It's Thursday, Isn't It?

Oops. Today, TFiOS will have to do. I'm emotionally drained because of it

Okay

The Fault in Our Stars. I really don't know where to begin. It was amazing, and I wish I owned it so that I could mark it up and make it mine. I actually came up with a list of books to mark up, but that's for another time.

John Green writes beautifully. He writes intelligently, but it's not hard for us to understand. I was thinking about it, and I decided that he writes like a teenager would: honest, but still unsure of how honestly they can put words down on a page.

Even though I've never had cancer, I still found myself relating to Hazel. She was just an honest teenage girl, and there was nothing to hide. She tried to be honest with everyone about herself, but she was also someone like me, someone who often doesn't like to leave home, someone who read, and thought.

And Augustus Waters is everyone's dream boy, but there's something different about him. Not the cancer or the prosthetic leg, but the passion to live life and to be different, to beat his demons. I would love to have someone like Augustus. He would help me break out of my shell, I think, and I need someone like that. Someone who will stay up late having deep discussions with me, who will argue with me intellectually, who will challenge my beliefs.

This book made me sob, and I think that I will put it on my list of favorites.

Some of my favorite quotes:

"That's the thing about pain... It demands to be felt."
-Augustus Waters

"It would be a privilege to have my heart broken by you."
-Augustus Waters

"Okay."
"Okay."
-Hazel Lancaster and Augustus Waters

"You don't get to choose if you get hurt in this world, old man, but you do have some say in who hurts you. I like my choices. I hope [Hazel] likes hers."
-Augustus Waters.

Oh, my goodness. The Fault in Our Stars. I got it from the library this morning, and I'm tearing through it.

I really have no desire for it to end, but I don't want to end up in the puddle of feelings that I know I'm going to have when I finish it.

WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO AMAZING, JOHN GREEN?????????

I'm going to go back to the book, now.

I'll give you my thoughts when I'm done with it.

I love you all, and I'll probably watch all of my sad movies when I finish the book because I'll already be a sobbing mess.

Appreciation Post...

Okay, time to fangirl badly over many gorgeous....

No, not gorgeous...

SUPERMEGAFOXYAWESOMEHOT

guys.

Ladies and Gentlemen, I present to you:

Darren Criss. He's so freaking amazing, and he has magic eyes. Not joking, here. Look:

I found out about him from a friend who had told me about this really cool musical about Harry Potter. And I was smitten instantly. Now, I just love him because he is also a really cool guy, and he's kinda following in Dan's footsteps with the whole Harry-Potter-Then-Broadway-In-The-Same-Role thing. It's cool.

Next up:

Yes, Matt Smith. A real-life baby giraffe. I mean, how adorable is he?

Sometimes, he dresses like a mom in the 80's, but we can forgive him because he's too stinking cute!

Now, for another fantastic guy:

Yes, ladies and gents, that is Martin Freeman. Isn't he a cutie? I love him because he is the king of snark, and my favorite quote of his involves: "I won a BAFTA." I can't put the first part on, 'cause it's a bad word. But he's super duper awesome!

I"m saving the best for last, so there's a few more before him. 

And now:

Ah, yes. Jared Padalecki. He's just beautiful, and so he's here. Also, he's a sweetheart, and he and his wife are the cutest thing.

And for his TV brother:

Jensen Ackles. His wife is going to have a baby girl! AND EVERYONE IN THE FANDOM IS CALLING HER PRINCESS ACKLES!!!!!!!! IT'S SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!

Now, for the second Sherlock Holmes I was introduced to- or Iron Man, if you prefer:

You really don't need me to tell you all how awesome he is.

OH BOY:

meep. that is all. meep. I love this man. He is beautiful, and he is a good guy, and he is clever, and he is Loki. and... yeah.

Beautiful.

Now, I think I've gotten to the end, and now I'm really gonna fangirl about this guy. You probably all know who he is by now because he hasn't made an appearance.

Presenting:

Just kidding. hahahahaha. not quite the end. But I mean, COME ON! How can you not love Aaron? Isn't he CapTveiting? heehee, that was a good pun. Aaron Tveit, everyone!

And as Roger... just meep.

Okay, now the end:

He's smart, he's gorgeous, he's just........ akjhfkjshgkjfdhkjghghkjfdgkjdfalshgfgfjkdgjkfdgkjghkfdhgjfdkgkjfdgkjfdhgkjfhgjfdgladhgkjfagkjdshghjfdhgkjfghkjagkdjfhgakjdfghksjdhgkjsfghkjfsghkjas

And that's Pilot!Sherlock right there. He wore jeans in that episode. nyeh!

I FREAKING LOVE BENEDICT CUMBERBATCH! He's so amazing. He's a good guy, and he respects women, and he reads ACTUAL LITERATURE, and he is just perfect.

That's from Third Star, one of my favorite movies. It's so heartbreaking, but I love it anyway.

Okay, one more picture:

By the way, this is my OTP. So, I'll add one more because that's not really just Ben. Hokd on.

So, yeah, that's my appreciation post. Enjoy!